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After the Revolt
[He can't summon a smile. He has hot red burns along his face and arms where he dove into fighting the fire with nothing but whatever blankets he could grab; his hair is singed short on one side. His voice starts off flat and calm.]
We haven't had storytime for a little while. So here's a story. It's a little bit scary, but somehow I think you can handle it.
Once there was a boy who lived in a dark world, where ash fell from the red sky, and there were no flowers or fruit, and all his people were slaves, had been slaves for a thousand years. And he was half-Noble, which was even worse than being Skaa, because mixing was the most forbidden thing of all. So when he was small and his brother was even smaller, monsters with steel spikes in their eyes came he never saw his parents again. But he took his little brother and he ran and he hid and he ran and he hid, and he lied and stole and fought with dogs for scraps and when he went back to wherever they were hiding, he'd smile and tell stories and play games and do anything to keep his little brother from wandering out where the spike-eyes could get him.
And then he came to a place that could fix it. Get rid of the Emperor and the spike-eyes and their system, forever. It still wouldn't be a world with blue skies, or flowers, but people would be free. And he thought it would be horrible, right? Something like that, there's got to be a price. Maybe he's got to do something bad to someone else's little brother. Maybe -
But it isn't. It's warm, every day, and there's food, every day, and there's ways to stop anyone from attacking anyone weaker. But it just doesn't let people do anything they want all the time.
All of you grown-ups who hate it here could leave. If you had enough self-control to deal with not getting to hurt anyone for three lousy months. But you're so self-centered and prideful you'd rather destroy something that saves lives and offers miracles. You'd rather set the place you live on fire.
[Bitterly.]
How very Noble of you all.
We haven't had storytime for a little while. So here's a story. It's a little bit scary, but somehow I think you can handle it.
Once there was a boy who lived in a dark world, where ash fell from the red sky, and there were no flowers or fruit, and all his people were slaves, had been slaves for a thousand years. And he was half-Noble, which was even worse than being Skaa, because mixing was the most forbidden thing of all. So when he was small and his brother was even smaller, monsters with steel spikes in their eyes came he never saw his parents again. But he took his little brother and he ran and he hid and he ran and he hid, and he lied and stole and fought with dogs for scraps and when he went back to wherever they were hiding, he'd smile and tell stories and play games and do anything to keep his little brother from wandering out where the spike-eyes could get him.
And then he came to a place that could fix it. Get rid of the Emperor and the spike-eyes and their system, forever. It still wouldn't be a world with blue skies, or flowers, but people would be free. And he thought it would be horrible, right? Something like that, there's got to be a price. Maybe he's got to do something bad to someone else's little brother. Maybe -
But it isn't. It's warm, every day, and there's food, every day, and there's ways to stop anyone from attacking anyone weaker. But it just doesn't let people do anything they want all the time.
All of you grown-ups who hate it here could leave. If you had enough self-control to deal with not getting to hurt anyone for three lousy months. But you're so self-centered and prideful you'd rather destroy something that saves lives and offers miracles. You'd rather set the place you live on fire.
[Bitterly.]
How very Noble of you all.
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[He is like the dead friends dino, but it's also his family!]
My point was, you don't know anything about me or even about the world I'm originally from. You weren't on the Barge, so you don't know how much better or worse it is.
Saying all of us are self-centered and prideful, because we're trying to escape is where you're wrong. Most of us are trying to escape to save people that don't have much time left.
This fake nurse isn't trying to help anyone. She's here to control everything about us, and force us into bottling every emotion she dislikes. If crying and feeling angry are so wrong, why the heck were people made with those emotions in the first place? Everything here... is focused on removing part of what makes someone a person.
I'd rather die than willingly become someone's empty doll.
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Dying won't save whoever you're worried about.
So which is it? You want to save them, or you just don't want to do things you think are wrong and don't like?
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So, if you still wanna judge us for making a mess? For trying to go back to where we came from? Then go ahead and judge this too:
I think anyone eager to stay here, after learning there's something better to fight for, deserves to die with their head in the sand.
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[He stops. Closes his eyes. Takes a deep breath. Opens his eyes.]
I've never been demoted, and it's not because I don't feel things. I'm feeling frustrated right now. But I don't attack anyone or lash out or set things on fire. I used to yell, sometimes, before I came here. But if I have to spend the rest of my life not yelling at my little brother when he's done something reckless, I don't think that makes me less of a person, or that it's too high a price to pay, to make sure he gets to live at all.
Your so-much-better ship where I guess people get to hurt each other whenever got disbanded. So - maybe it's out there or maybe it's not.
[This isn't about him necessarily believing the Nurse. It's just about the practicalities of the situation.]
But if you want to go back, how exactly is escape going to help you? It could be universes away! If you graduated maybe you could even go back to the exact time you need to save your people. Something better out there doesn't do you any good if you can't get to it. You're just...thrashing around assuming it'll work out for you.
[So. Yes. He's going to judge that. But it's also really kind of sad. Or it would be if the people on the Clipper weren't apparently in the way.]
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[Cloud's Very Done, so now he's just very pointedly:]
But... maybe your fake nurse shouldn't have picked up more than she can handle. She took our powers, right? Our... sharp pointy things?
Why isn't she stopping us? She's... all powerful right?