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Marsh ([personal profile] whippersnapped) wrote in [community profile] theclipper_tlv2022-08-21 07:19 pm

After the Revolt

[He can't summon a smile. He has hot red burns along his face and arms where he dove into fighting the fire with nothing but whatever blankets he could grab; his hair is singed short on one side. His voice starts off flat and calm.]

We haven't had storytime for a little while. So here's a story. It's a little bit scary, but somehow I think you can handle it.

Once there was a boy who lived in a dark world, where ash fell from the red sky, and there were no flowers or fruit, and all his people were slaves, had been slaves for a thousand years. And he was half-Noble, which was even worse than being Skaa, because mixing was the most forbidden thing of all. So when he was small and his brother was even smaller, monsters with steel spikes in their eyes came he never saw his parents again. But he took his little brother and he ran and he hid and he ran and he hid, and he lied and stole and fought with dogs for scraps and when he went back to wherever they were hiding, he'd smile and tell stories and play games and do anything to keep his little brother from wandering out where the spike-eyes could get him.

And then he came to a place that could fix it. Get rid of the Emperor and the spike-eyes and their system, forever. It still wouldn't be a world with blue skies, or flowers, but people would be free. And he thought it would be horrible, right? Something like that, there's got to be a price. Maybe he's got to do something bad to someone else's little brother. Maybe -

But it isn't. It's warm, every day, and there's food, every day, and there's ways to stop anyone from attacking anyone weaker. But it just doesn't let people do anything they want all the time.

All of you grown-ups who hate it here could leave. If you had enough self-control to deal with not getting to hurt anyone for three lousy months. But you're so self-centered and prideful you'd rather destroy something that saves lives and offers miracles. You'd rather set the place you live on fire.

[Bitterly.]

How very Noble of you all.
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[personal profile] just7seconds 2022-08-21 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
And you can close your eyes and pretend you don't see anything, instead of whining about what we're doing, kid.

Since you like living in make believe so much.
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[personal profile] just7seconds 2022-08-21 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
The only one selfish is the person crying about how bad their life was, only to turn around and make assumptions about everyone else.

Were you ever on the Barge?

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hisblueskies: Blond-haired boy stares 1/4 stage right, serious expression. (Serious)

[personal profile] hisblueskies 2022-08-21 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[Now as a rule, Alfredo doesn't respond to the Network.

But that doesn't mean he doesn't listen. And Marsh's story hits home.]

I've been there. I had a sister, not a brother; back home I'm dead, and she's not, but I've been there.

[Being a slave, wanting to set others free.]

But one thing I've learned about this place, is that in order to free anyone else, we have to be slaves to the Nurse - not for three months, not for a year, but the rest of our lives. Not chains, but the mind; no one is free of anguish or anger, not in the way the Nurse wants, not when they're always being watched.

The people who were brought here were not given a choice; they may as well have been sold here, to the same fate.

And-

[He sighs, wishing the Nurse could talk, that everyone here could make the Nurse understand why they feel how things work here is wrong.

That the Nurse could explain why things are the way they are, why they run the ship this way.]

I wanted to believe in miracles, too. To have faith in the Nurse. To end slavery in its entirety on my world, as well.

But these aren't miracles we're being given. At best, they're hypocrisy, unrecognized.
At worst, it's a lie, all of it.
And I can't have faith in that.

[And thus ends Alfredo's sole interaction with the Network.]
hisblueskies: Blond-haired boy, mouth partly open, stares slightly off-center. (Doubt)

cw: more mention of death?

[personal profile] hisblueskies 2022-08-22 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
[Alfredo is in a quiet corner, in a room not far from the Sick Ward.

Away from the tree, for all the good that's going to do them later.

But he does, eventually, speak:]

Where I'm from, I learned about two different kinds of liberty. There's the physical - not having to listen to those telling you to go one place or another, to do one kind of work or another. Having a choice in how you live your life.

Then there's the kind that's more about how people think. That if you think a certain way, or disagree about the best way to do things for yourself, then nothing should happen to you just because of that.

[Alfredo rests his hands in his lap, gazing at them.]

If my death, willing, was all I'd needed to give, I know I'd do it too. My friends-

[His breath hitches, pauses, but he continues,]

I know they'd do the same. They have brave hearts, all of them.

But if Romeo ended up here?

[Because he knows his friend would be behind helping people keep their spirits up, all the way. What they shared will live on forever, in its own way.]

I'd hate it. I wouldn't want for him to have to make that kind of choice. I know, it's selfish, but I can't change that the feeling is there.

And if it were my sister?

[A pause.]

We were on the run for a year, to keep our aunt and uncle from murdering us the same way they did our parents, all because of their greed. We know what it's like to be afraid of someone catching up to us.

I don't want her to have to look over her shoulder again, the rest of her life. Not when I don't have to make that choice in the same way.

[He closes both hands into fists, leaning his head down onto them.]
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[personal profile] cobbledtogetherenvy 2022-08-22 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
It's pretty much the same here as where we came from, but there they all get bent out of shape about violence and try to make you talk about your feelings.

[Envy is pretty uninterested in the rebellion as such, but riling already upset children is what he's best at.]
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[personal profile] cobbledtogetherenvy 2022-08-23 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I never did half this much damage, but the same people who are doing this here were the ones acting like I needed to be punished. And I never pretended not to be a monster. They're the ones who think they're heroes.

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[personal profile] pharadyne 2022-08-22 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
You really can't reason with these people. ["Us" would be more accurate. Since Norton's thrown in with the side of chaos.] I tried and got nowhere. Although as a child, you'll get more sympathy, I think. And I suppose the fact that you're trying to save your world will be points in your favour with some of them. Half of them have martyr complexes so trying to save your own life is unbearably selfish, but supporting and suffering through a highly capricious system in order to save others will probably go over better with them. Not well enough, I think, but better.
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[personal profile] pharadyne 2022-08-22 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
A lot of the ones that came here from the other ship, but not exclusively.

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[personal profile] sefirot 2022-08-22 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
It sounds like you should have tried harder to change your situation instead of seeing this place as salvation.
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[personal profile] sefirot 2022-08-25 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
It is that I don't look to others for saving. I create my own destiny. Perhaps you should learn to do the same.
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[personal profile] dragonwithagirltattoo 2022-08-22 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
Oh my god shut up, Marsh. You are the worst.

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[personal profile] enterprisingheart 2022-08-22 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
Precisely. Regardless of what may have brought our visitors here, we are the ones who will be made to suffer whatever remains, should they leave.

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Where would we go to? A lot'f us would be dead back home and that's not gonna leave us a lotta options.

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[personal profile] wildguardian 2022-08-23 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
Kid...

[A long sigh.]

Tell me, would you be such a big fan of this place if you got brought here but you knew your brother got sent to some other ship? And nobody who could tell you anything would tell you anything about where, except you knew that the possibilities went all the way up to ships out there where people get tortured until they're willing to pick up the thumbscrews themselves?

I won't lie, I wasn't in on the part of this plan where stuff got set on fire, and I've got some philosophical disagreements with the people who were. But sitting on our hands for three months isn't going to solve most of our problems.

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[Steve wants to talk about the rest of it. He does. But first:]

Would you mind if someone took a look at your burns?

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