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After the Revolt
[He can't summon a smile. He has hot red burns along his face and arms where he dove into fighting the fire with nothing but whatever blankets he could grab; his hair is singed short on one side. His voice starts off flat and calm.]
We haven't had storytime for a little while. So here's a story. It's a little bit scary, but somehow I think you can handle it.
Once there was a boy who lived in a dark world, where ash fell from the red sky, and there were no flowers or fruit, and all his people were slaves, had been slaves for a thousand years. And he was half-Noble, which was even worse than being Skaa, because mixing was the most forbidden thing of all. So when he was small and his brother was even smaller, monsters with steel spikes in their eyes came he never saw his parents again. But he took his little brother and he ran and he hid and he ran and he hid, and he lied and stole and fought with dogs for scraps and when he went back to wherever they were hiding, he'd smile and tell stories and play games and do anything to keep his little brother from wandering out where the spike-eyes could get him.
And then he came to a place that could fix it. Get rid of the Emperor and the spike-eyes and their system, forever. It still wouldn't be a world with blue skies, or flowers, but people would be free. And he thought it would be horrible, right? Something like that, there's got to be a price. Maybe he's got to do something bad to someone else's little brother. Maybe -
But it isn't. It's warm, every day, and there's food, every day, and there's ways to stop anyone from attacking anyone weaker. But it just doesn't let people do anything they want all the time.
All of you grown-ups who hate it here could leave. If you had enough self-control to deal with not getting to hurt anyone for three lousy months. But you're so self-centered and prideful you'd rather destroy something that saves lives and offers miracles. You'd rather set the place you live on fire.
[Bitterly.]
How very Noble of you all.
We haven't had storytime for a little while. So here's a story. It's a little bit scary, but somehow I think you can handle it.
Once there was a boy who lived in a dark world, where ash fell from the red sky, and there were no flowers or fruit, and all his people were slaves, had been slaves for a thousand years. And he was half-Noble, which was even worse than being Skaa, because mixing was the most forbidden thing of all. So when he was small and his brother was even smaller, monsters with steel spikes in their eyes came he never saw his parents again. But he took his little brother and he ran and he hid and he ran and he hid, and he lied and stole and fought with dogs for scraps and when he went back to wherever they were hiding, he'd smile and tell stories and play games and do anything to keep his little brother from wandering out where the spike-eyes could get him.
And then he came to a place that could fix it. Get rid of the Emperor and the spike-eyes and their system, forever. It still wouldn't be a world with blue skies, or flowers, but people would be free. And he thought it would be horrible, right? Something like that, there's got to be a price. Maybe he's got to do something bad to someone else's little brother. Maybe -
But it isn't. It's warm, every day, and there's food, every day, and there's ways to stop anyone from attacking anyone weaker. But it just doesn't let people do anything they want all the time.
All of you grown-ups who hate it here could leave. If you had enough self-control to deal with not getting to hurt anyone for three lousy months. But you're so self-centered and prideful you'd rather destroy something that saves lives and offers miracles. You'd rather set the place you live on fire.
[Bitterly.]
How very Noble of you all.
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Since you like living in make believe so much.
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Were you ever on the Barge?
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But that doesn't mean he doesn't listen. And Marsh's story hits home.]
I've been there. I had a sister, not a brother; back home I'm dead, and she's not, but I've been there.
[Being a slave, wanting to set others free.]
But one thing I've learned about this place, is that in order to free anyone else, we have to be slaves to the Nurse - not for three months, not for a year, but the rest of our lives. Not chains, but the mind; no one is free of anguish or anger, not in the way the Nurse wants, not when they're always being watched.
The people who were brought here were not given a choice; they may as well have been sold here, to the same fate.
And-
[He sighs, wishing the Nurse could talk, that everyone here could make the Nurse understand why they feel how things work here is wrong.
That the Nurse could explain why things are the way they are, why they run the ship this way.]
I wanted to believe in miracles, too. To have faith in the Nurse. To end slavery in its entirety on my world, as well.
But these aren't miracles we're being given. At best, they're hypocrisy, unrecognized.
At worst, it's a lie, all of it.
And I can't have faith in that.
[And thus ends Alfredo's sole interaction with the Network.]
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[But he recognizes the hanging-up intimately from so many of the times Kel slammed a door on him, and he's not going to argue with empty air.
He'll find Alfredo later, though. Sit near him, if he allows it. Says quietly -]
I'm willing to give the rest of my life for my deal. I don't have faith in the nurse. I just know I'll do it.
And if you think it's slavery here - I don't know what it's like where you're from. But on Scadriel, it's not like this.
cw: more mention of death?
Away from the tree, for all the good that's going to do them later.
But he does, eventually, speak:]
Where I'm from, I learned about two different kinds of liberty. There's the physical - not having to listen to those telling you to go one place or another, to do one kind of work or another. Having a choice in how you live your life.
Then there's the kind that's more about how people think. That if you think a certain way, or disagree about the best way to do things for yourself, then nothing should happen to you just because of that.
[Alfredo rests his hands in his lap, gazing at them.]
If my death, willing, was all I'd needed to give, I know I'd do it too. My friends-
[His breath hitches, pauses, but he continues,]
I know they'd do the same. They have brave hearts, all of them.
But if Romeo ended up here?
[Because he knows his friend would be behind helping people keep their spirits up, all the way. What they shared will live on forever, in its own way.]
I'd hate it. I wouldn't want for him to have to make that kind of choice. I know, it's selfish, but I can't change that the feeling is there.
And if it were my sister?
[A pause.]
We were on the run for a year, to keep our aunt and uncle from murdering us the same way they did our parents, all because of their greed. We know what it's like to be afraid of someone catching up to us.
I don't want her to have to look over her shoulder again, the rest of her life. Not when I don't have to make that choice in the same way.
[He closes both hands into fists, leaning his head down onto them.]
Re: cw: more mention of death?
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The trials of playing from a Christian canon when you yourself aren't Christian. |D
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[Envy is pretty uninterested in the rebellion as such, but riling already upset children is what he's best at.]
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[He doubts it. Being a child has never mattered to anyone before. And from what he's seen, martyr complexes are always more trouble than they're worth. Still.]
Which half?
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He actually rolls his eyes.]
Is it that you don't listen, or that you don't think?
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I already know you don't understand, Louise. I really hope you never do.
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Right now, though, Marsh just. Sits next to him and leans, slightly, into his side.]
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[Some genuine bewilderment creeps into his tone.]
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[A long sigh.]
Tell me, would you be such a big fan of this place if you got brought here but you knew your brother got sent to some other ship? And nobody who could tell you anything would tell you anything about where, except you knew that the possibilities went all the way up to ships out there where people get tortured until they're willing to pick up the thumbscrews themselves?
I won't lie, I wasn't in on the part of this plan where stuff got set on fire, and I've got some philosophical disagreements with the people who were. But sitting on our hands for three months isn't going to solve most of our problems.
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What exactly do you think you're doing that is solving your problems?
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Would you mind if someone took a look at your burns?
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